conspiracy theories

Periscopes in the sky

Lined up in three

Peering out to the world

Unsuspectingly

patient

...as is VIZUALIZE

3 goreng pisang

during a Q & A in a taklimat tender, obviously technical questions are bandied about. But while everyone was spewing tech jargons and volleying some familiar phrases from Dr Ong's Data Communication class i day-dreamt thru, i find myself watching people.

Didn't catch the techie joke they were laughing at nor did i grasp the severity of the problems facing those unoperational high-end servers in this government agency. All i caught was how this geeky geek gulped down 3 goreng pisang in one swoop. Or how this board member laughed nervously when cheekily asked of the tender's budget. His hands in his pocket fiddling with his Beemer keys. And also that lady rolling his eyes when another silly question came out from THAT mouth that just drowned 3 goreng pisang.

Why was i observing all this human movements and body language?
Why wasn't i joining in the conversations about Sun's new whatever or Nokia firewall whatever.
I am uninterested, stuck doing something im not good at is a good answer.

So while i ponder and 'wallow in my own chaotic insecure delusion',
i guess ill just sit on my sorry ass and enjoy this zone of comfort ive been building around me.

bbbrrrrr aint this air conditioning cool and comfy!

not everyone

But.. but.. BERGKAMP still can't!!